Jay's Silly Words

You are no more than a healed burn

A mistake from which I learn

A solution to which I do not turn

A sensation I know not to yearn

I made the mistake of one odd touch

Knowing to let go, I continued to clutch

I waited until the sensation was too much

And all left of you was a year long crutch

At first, the sharp sensation was just warm

Feelings awakened and began to swarm

Tricked by your goddess-like form

Confusing my logic in a love-lust storm

Upon release came the aftermath pain

Source gone, immense hurt acts as stain

Left over with just inverse gain

And soaked surfaces from eyeball rain

Over time your persistence would cease

Unknowingly, just like that I felt release

Like an abandoned house’s expired lease

I am just like before you, normal and at peace

I wait outside for the incessant rant

Inevitably about to begin

Albeit, in it’s absence my heart cant

Your heart, get within

The sounds of anger, shouts of hate

Opposite this door

Equal to the tall, barb-wired gate

To your heart shaped core

With it’s contents I hopelessly obsess

Take what I can get

Your chaotic characters are a mess

One I’ll never forget

Syllables like the clashing of swords

Lips; smoking barrels

I turn abrasive tones into light chords

Cries into carols

Proving Irony correct, I resist not

Welcoming the lashes

Only in downpour of fiery onslaught

Can I feel the ashes

Behind the storm, there lies a cave

Catacombs of beauty

Undeniable exploration, it, I crave

As if it were my duty

There’s a soul there, beyond the barrage

My obsession

Less concrete than stone, more than mirage

My only possession

A gorgeous flower, a woman still adores

Despite thorny sting

Even in pain, a handicapped eagle soars

Despite a broken wing

Even hurt, when, on a pedestal, placed

Can bring one joy

Agony aside, when faults are emrbraced

There’s just Girl and Boy

She condescends me and calls me a waste

But I’m ready and set

When, of her febrile passion, I get a taste

I’ll take what I can get